CT

LIFE

2011-04-20T06:36:00.001+08:00

and i never thought that one day money would be the problem.
nevertheless, it's a great chance for me to grow up.
and start to truly take responsibility for myself.

it's so lame how i actually joined IP when i didn't know what it entails.
if i had been in the O level track and went to poly i guess i would've grown up a long long time ago.
it's so, so late to realize now that what i needed wasn't JC education.
i have absolutely no interest in doing business, medicine, law or any profession like that.

FLS once said, what the world needs now is not 師. they already have enough professionals like 工程師, 律師, 設計師 etc etc. what we really need now are 家s. thinkers, inventors, people who unify ideas into a collective whole, and perhaps create something new out of it.

i know im too stubborn to be pushed around.
but my family members just can't seem to understand that.
i'm ready to give everything up and start a new life on my own!
but i can't, because my family needs me now.
i can, but should i?

should i take a gap year,
and gain some experience in the work that i want to do for life?
should i try to earn more money,
so i can support myself in studying what i really want to learn?

should i turn my back against my family,
when i know they're wrong about my life?

hell

2011-04-19T03:16:00.000+08:00

i'm thoroughly angry with myself.
i'm supposed to be an overachiever.
i've completely wasted these... 6 years?
that's long enough to destroy anyone's life i guess.
somehow i've lost my competitiveness along the way.

so, what my mom have been trying to tell me for years now
actually have some sense in it.
i've let my guards down, completely failed myself and destroyed all the hopes that's been pinned on me since i topped the level became head prefect and got offered the freaking scholarship.
the money mom's invested in me since my pre-school years in piano, painting, mental arithmatic and whatever other shit have been wasted.

not to mention all the opportunities given to me.
emcee, internship, scholarship, leadership, blah blah.

my first prize trophies for karangan are still sitting in the rack.

but look!

now i can't even form complete sentences when talking to my maid!

my enemies are smiling,
and my beloved teachers are shaking their heads.

i'm supposed to get top grades all the way.
i'm supposed to top every single subject (like someone), for god's sake.
in retrospect... i've disappointed so, so many people.

off to repent and suffer silently in my own hell.
i love you all. bye.

departure!

2011-03-08T16:55:00.003+08:00

too much stuff to blog about!

okay firstly.
my last lesson in nanyang with my lovely sec ones was kinda heartwarming~
112 gave me these HUGE cards full of messages and drawings!
AWW I REALLY LOVE YOU KIDS!! <3
loved the drawings of me haha.
and 109 was so 八卦 but cute and supportive haha.
LOVE MY KIDS A LOT A LOT.
shall come back to NY & find them when I have time to!
hope they won't forget me haha. :DD

teaching is such a fulfilling job (:

now secondly, A level results and uni app!
can I say that except for my CLL results I'm totally fine w the rest!
haha. and i thought i was gonna fail my GP! :DD

but i should have known leh when i chose my combi.
I knew all along that I wasn't gonna study any sci-related courses in uni,
yet i stubbornly refused to give up bio and chem at JC.
so see la! lolol.
i should totally have been in the arts stream.
such a stupid mistake tsk.

but at least i clearly know what i want and what i don't,
and now that i'm at another forkroad i definitely know what to choose.
(:

APPLY APPLY APPLY!

suay CME incident

2011-03-02T14:18:00.003+08:00

no prob xinying, i know i'm not the one who's being dealt with on your tagboard! (:

oh I have to mention what happened.
yesterday i was having a CME lesson.
was teaching the kids the six school symbols, which included
校徽、校旗、校舍、校歌、校服 & 校训.
i got them to tell me what were the six symbols.
and one of them was like, "校长！"
so i laughed and told her, "校长不算，校长是会换的！"

and you know what happened then?
the super nice principal walked by, smiled and waved to the girls.
and i'm quite certain she heard the "校长是会换的"!

so my face was like OMG and all the girls followed my stare outside,
then they started laughing.

but the lesson was enjoyable la in the end.
they were so attentive when i shared the hwachong stories.
and the kids were really good at acting!

sometimes things are just so 巧 though!
lunch with principal tomorrow. see how!

catching up (:

2011-03-01T01:09:00.001+08:00

went out to meet different classmates for 4 consecutive days (:
friendships are purer and much more beautiful when there are no school, grades or competition.

i love my classmates; girls whom i'm closer to; and those who are not, in any way, calculative, plotting or possessive. love being with xinying they all, yiling, jingjing, chenyi yanjie. :D idk what's happening to emo though, i hope she hasn't decided to give up her friends altogether for her science research! as for my fave guys, i do hope they survive their field camps! they look so... tanned. so different.

twinnn gave me this pretty necklace with a cute headphone pendant! (: and a Gloomy baby from the toy-dozer :D mayan was very teacherish hehe! and she had to rush off for tuition. ate a lot, chatted a lot. then i went to mbs to meet up with mom & mommy for a lovely dinner.

had a wonderful CME lesson today (YAY!) with 110, where the kids were so attentive when I was telling a story I got a shock! :D and even fortunately, got teachers sitting in. haha. i enjoyed myself too. but i seriously gotta train my lungs and voice! maybe i'll kaisheng tmr before i go to school haha.

went out with jing just now! shan't recount how I spent a large portion of my Jan salary (omg), but we had a super awesome dinner at Marche @ 313. the rösti is a must-try! (: and the Marvelous Cream next door was just as awesome with it's whatever fermented cream mango blueberry thing. i just LOVE to try new stuff most of the time it doesn't disappoint (:

and jing's sad hp kena bird shiz! super zhun can. hahahaha.

love this day.

2011-02-27T00:58:00.002+08:00

watched the King's Speech today, awesome movie!
haven't really watched an English movie in a long time, was getting used to the commercialised Hollywood ones e.g. romantic comedies.
so the movie today was really refreshing (:

then went to visit my 叔公 and 姑婆, i.e. mom's uncle & aunt.
they're both quite old alr, but they have really clear and wise minds.
mom & mommy got to know so much about their childhood and family through chatting with them.
it was a touching moment when 姑婆 recognized both mom & mommy, despite her poor eyesight, and went on to tell them stuff about themselves that they didn't know about.
she had so many stories to tell, but before she could finish it was past the visiting hours alr and we had to leave! grr.

and 叔公 was so pleased when I proved that I could speak Hakka :D
as it turns out, their version of Hakka is a little different from what I've learnt from mom, and is the more kuazhang but 纯正 version.
but i guess they never really expected our generation to know Hakka at all.
sigh. I hope he gets well soon!
really want to get to know them better.
after all, they're both really really old alr.

and I really think that young people and working adults should spend more time with their older relatives. they really know a lot, so we shouldn't undermine their minds and memory. and through chatting with them we may find a lot of precious facts and wisdoms that would otherwise be lost when they pass away.

老人=宝. it's true.

hate it.

2011-02-23T00:12:00.001+08:00

One thing I absolutely HATE is having to entertain someone I don't like. I want to say no but I fear the consequences, so I do it anyway.

I tried you know, to try and accomodate the person, physically & mentally. But I failed because I rly cnt understand what that person's thinking. Either rly immature, or it's the Beautiful Mind kind. But different world apart fr mine.

I hope everyone can b self-conscious so you won't bother others unknowingly.

Sad sad sad.

awesome 19th!

2011-02-11T15:28:00.001+08:00

awesome birthday this year! (:
will definitely cherish this last year before i turn 20!
thanks my friends :D

said bye to a few guys before they went to tekong!
do hope that the rest can become more mature when they emerge from the camp two years later! :D

latest episode of big bang theory was HILARIOUS.

as opposed to the previous one where they did an indian dance number. omg.

watched love & other drugs too. ah why can't anne hathaway stay pure and fully-clothed like in devil wears prada or princess diaries. omg princess diaries. ahh well. plot was kinda boring but jake gyllenhaal & anne hathaway were great.

so many actors & singers i like turning out to be gay. say so earlier mah tsk. but i guess there's still this homophobic/social stigma thing around which still makes it hard for gays to come out. but gays are such wonderful people. come on!

gatherings!

2011-02-04T02:33:00.000+08:00

back home from the relatives gathering in pekan!
angpaos, tidbits & awesome dinner. oh and one of my cousins brought his little toddler! darn cute lah pls. she will pretend to fall down if she doesn't like you! omg. i hope my future kid will be as cute :D

had a uber nice gathering last fri at my house.
yiling huilin xinying char mengfei shenyi! :D
we ate pizza watched movies played cards and chatted. A LOT haha. we were a super chatty bunch. but it sure was fun! :DD

i just don't understand why the class steamboat had to be scheduled right on the same evening, when we've already planned our gathering since last week! and yuhan only informed us on the morning itself? i was so irritated lah pls. by whoever organized the gathering. and why make it sound like we're not cooperative if some of our classmates are overseas and cmi anws? we can't cancel our pizza orders last minute, and we were so excited about the cosy gathering. poor yiling was kinda torn.. but i guess she prefers chatting! (:

in any case, any immature feuds should totally have ended by graduation. consideration is essential if you wanna organize anything.

okay on the topic of steamboat, we had a nice LEP steamboat outing with FLS on sun! :D this time with zijing 33 ming&bf zhefu jiashen. everyone was doing different stuff right now, and the guys are all enlisting soon after CNY! haha and FLS gave us some general advice on life and career paths, on top of treating us all to dinner! :D love the LEP bunch gonna go back for orientation for sure (:

have to rush some translations now, even though it's CNY D:
but it's important, so jiayou! :D

2011-01-24T17:37:00.002+08:00

went for a HCI-NY combined conference today.

it was odd but cool walking with ny tchers & seeing my hc tchers! met ms tsang, mr koh and all the chinese teachers :DDD saw mr loy from afar but didn't get to greet him :/ waved to linlaoshi but didn't get to talk to him at all! ):

then linlaoshi presented on OCIP nanjing! felt so nostalgic seeing all the photos from my batch, and photos of the kids taken by the '10 batch. he showed the audience photos of the library & the article i wrote (: ahh felt so touched that he actually cared to mention me (several times) in his presentation! and then my NY teachers started asking me qns about the OCIP. feel so proud! :D

oh yiling & charmaine were featured in some photos in linlaoshi's presentation!

in any case, we (the '09 batch) were kinda like the 先锋 who went to 探路 first and did a good job of it (: now that they're planning to make it an annual and continuous thing, we hope our legacy can be passed down to generations of juniors! and im really really proud to have led the wonderful '09 team. :D

i guess it's the dedication and months of hard work that made me feel such a strong sense of ownership towards the OCIP. and maybe cos that year it was only me & huijuan and we had to plan everything from scratch because of the principal. or perhaps it's cos i've learnt so much from it i can't bear to let it go! it's gonna be part of me wherever i go. (:

the iPad presentation i helped my teacher mentor with went well! can tell she was abit nervous with both the principals plus ST reporters sitting in. but she managed to finish the presentation in a professional manner (: im so happy for her! in return she mentioned me in front of all my NY & HC teachers again.

i rly think she deserves to be promoted for all the hard work she's put into this new project! she's spent so much time exploring the functionalities of the iPad that she's much better at using it than the kids. i'll do my best to aid her in exploring the iPad in the upcoming weeks too. :D

okay time to finish marking the kids' zuowens.
will be taking one of the two lessons tmr, good news for hweeyanne who wants to sit in :D wish me luck!

DRIVING

2011-01-23T16:34:00.003+08:00

well, i just found a type of game i totally suck at - DRIVING GAMES.

it's kinda fun to ram into things (or ppl) when driving in GTA, but i realized i can't play games like NFS. the graphics & gameplay in NFS Hot Pursuit rock, and i love the whole vigilante vs racers idea, but... i really suck at it.
SIGH.

i can't help but wonder if i'm gonna suck at driving on the road too.

iPad

2011-01-15T01:29:00.000+08:00

yeah it kinda sucks.

my classes!

2011-01-13T19:08:00.011+08:00

ahh i have to comment that 109 is damn cute! :D
so guai! and they're seated like a mini orchestra.
thanks to dr lim's ingenious seating arrangement plan haha.
oh wells, i really wish to start teaching the kids in my form class sooner! (:

as for 112, they feel brainier & more unruly than the other class. idk if it's just a few individuals or what, but the atmosphere in that class is simply different.
i like them too, but idk how they feel about me.
since they haven't really greeted me. yet.
and i sat in during their LA lesson too so i think they're kinda confused
about what i really teach. okay maybe they're not.
i really have to stop using english in front of them.

btw, i have to comment that the iPad has a really smooth interface & nice display.
but i would very much like an iPad running Windows :/

ny has a really good & motivated staff! they constantly come up with plans to improve the system to provide better care & education for the girls. after listening to some of the awesomest proposals during the staff dialogue ytd i so wished im currently studying in ny. too bad im on the other side now. SIGH.

ohh i'm gonna see hc teachers during an upcoming iPad conference!
wonder who i'll see.

boldly i uninstalled my word 2007. to think i paid S$200+ for it sigh.
but the good thing is, i've got word 2010 now :DDDD
not exactly a HUGE improvement la but it's def better than the faulty 2007 (:

i really hope to be able to sit in during some of the best teachers' classes.. preferably younger or livelier teachers (: ex-ny peeps give me some recommendations!

and we're SO going to sit in during lianghui's home econs class :D

starting work soon!

2011-01-07T19:00:00.001+08:00

since i have fully explored the (very limited) functionalities of my new iPad & i haven't got to see the new textbook yet, i guess i'll just have to prep myself mentally for the teaching! (:

watched the Tourist with yihong just now! :D
actually i sort of guessed it's him all along but then i thought it shouldn't be cos it'll be kinda expected. but it happened anyway. :/
and we saw JO at heeren! yihong said she recognized her by the head size. nice.

btw, the TVXQ comeback stage was wow. i like it that the two of them became even cooler when not outshone by other 3 members.

gonna start on sungkyunkwan scandal soon! :D
and finally see for myself if ahma or mengfei was correct haha.

hate it when it's boring

2010-12-31T09:31:00.002+08:00

meaning, i should find more stuff to do, to keep myself busy.
don't wanna waste the time from now onwards.
okay maybe from tmr onwards (:

i shouldn't go back tonight; mommy's not coming down to JB for countdown so it's quite meaningless. hmm i'll see how.
but in the case where i stone through NYE till the next year, i may have to start thinking about my new year's resolution alr.

top of my list now: START SAVING $$.
i'm gonna become a very money-conscious person.
i'm gonna take up a part-time job in addition to teaching.
i'm gonna see how much i can earn & SAVE for these few months.

yepp that's all for now.
short term goals are much more realistic!

iPad!

2010-12-29T18:00:00.001+08:00

getting an iPad! :D
only for 3 months though.
the ny girls sure are lucky!

2010-12-29T05:15:00.000+08:00

i feel like i've learnt so much from the past few days.
life is hard. and i'm just only beginning to understand it.

was reading mitch albom's book & tearing all the way during my mrt/bus rides & flight. my eyes are puffy & swollen right now. need to go NY at 7+ later. how?

in KL again (:

2010-12-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

flying back to SG tmr to settle some stuff.
going back to JB for New Year's Eve countdown with mommies & Qs (:
then maybe i'll get to come back to SG & stay at MBS for a while :D
certainly hope so.

& i wanted to add some xmas/festive feel/deco to this blog,
but i really don't have time to ):

gonna start teaching soon.
i really dk what i'm gonna wear.
wish me luck! (:

big bang theory!!

2010-12-25T01:10:00.005+08:00

been wanting to add the pingpong paddles from big bang theory into my blogskin but just cnt find time to. will add them in asap, provided I cnt find a better way to represent the big bang theory. it's such an impt part of my life right now haha. SHELDON! <3

Leonard: So, tell us about you.
Penny: Um, me? Okay - I'm a Sagittarius, which probably tells you way more than you need to know.
Sheldon: Yes - it tells us that you participate in the mass cultural delusion that the sun's apparent position relative to arbitrarily defined constellations at the time of your birth somehow affects your personality.
Penny: ... participateinthewhat?

Sheldon quotes:

"Hello, insufficiently intelligent person."
"Oh, I'm sorry. Did I insult you? Is your body mass somehow tied into your self worth?"
"You'd hit particulate soil in a colloidal suspension. Mud."
"What part of an inverse tangent function approaching an asymptote don't you understand?"
"Maintaining five friendships promises to be a Herculean task, so I'm going to have to let one of you go."
"I can't keep your secret, Penny. I'm going to fold like an energy-based de novo protein in conformational space... like a Renaissance triptych... like a cheap suit."
"Hello? I know you're out there. I can hear you metabolising oxygen and expelling carbon dioxide!"

(: gotta love Sheldon.
Merry Christmas people! :D

teaching

2010-12-23T01:42:00.004+08:00

now that i'm trying to imagine myself teaching a bunch of ny girls i realized i can't! don't have plans of any sort haha.
i think i'm gonna end up improvising in the classroom.
it feels so weird though!
i hope the training will make me feel more prepared.
i'm like still playing PvZ and a few days later i'm gonna start TEACHING.
wow.
shall go ask zijing and huilin if they have any idea how to teach.
okay i didn't really think it thru when i applied.
even if it's just an internship i'm still gonna teach!
should i perm my hair? what should i wear?
k if i go on i think i'm gonna freak out haha.

and i'm so gonna make sure the kids don't find this blog.

btw i'll be following SHOOTING CLUB! haha. i think the current NY shooters may rmb me from me frantic bag-hunt in the range last time.
oh and my teacher mentor is gonna be a teacher i know.
yeah what was i expecting. it's my old school anw.

jiayou ct! :D

kids are lovely (:

2010-12-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

seeing the photos from the recent nanjing trip the few of them went on makes me miss the kids so much it hurts ):

i miss zhenqi, jingjing & the twins;

i miss them snatching my 'maomao' earmuffs;
i miss hearing them call my name nonstop;
i miss piggybacking them...
a lot a lot.
they were like my kids. haha.

it'll be little jiayee's birthday in an hour's time (:
this morning jiayee & mingxuan came over to my house & woke me up by pressing my doorbell and calling my house phone nonstop, just so i can attend her bday party & go shopping with them :D
how sweet.
i love my little cousins like how they love me -
- a lot a lot.
they're like my kids, too.

if only my own sister could be as lovely too. hmph.

worried! D:

2010-12-17T02:28:00.002+08:00

omg will i have to close down my blog when i start teaching!

homeee (:

2010-12-17T02:15:00.003+08:00

home for a short break! :D
shan't reveal which home i'm at at the moment though (:

& it's a short break because...
one, mom's bday is coming REEEEAL soon (:
and two, chenyi & yanjie r visiting! :DD
yepp will be hosting them for a day in JB tmr!
so exciting right haha.

and and THREE, i'll be going back to KL REEEAL soon too! :D
miss mommy & gor too much to NOT go back there hehe.
& of course the shopping there rocks too :DD

oh and for those who wanna contact me uhm.
i think i might as well put my no. up here to make up for me having given so many close friends the WRONG one previously. omg.
here it is: +6017-9830838.
p.s. if u followed the sms & dialed the no. there u would've reached a random malay guy. i hope he's not too bothered it was an accident i didn't mean to give my friends the wrong no.! ):

ahh here's something i definitely have to rant about: i sprained my neck while riding on the rollercoaster a few days ago (i think) & it's been hurting like ___ for a few days now. so sian.
& just now when showering water got into my ear & since my neck's sprained i can't really get the water out. so now i'm like neck-pain on one side & deaf on another.
get well soon! yeah i hope so thanks ):

KAY that's all. gonna sleep now! :D
OH OH Rapunzel, A-team & Big Bang Theory ROCK (:

THE PARTY!

2010-12-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

in mommy's hse now, somewhere deep within the Tropicana (resort or sth) in PJ,
a large & beautiful mansion (:

went genting (again) for the past few days, reached rather late on the first day so the main point of the trip sort of became savouring the nice food instead of playing like i always used to.

there's really no point in describing how thrilling the corkscrew front row ride was, or how nice the buffet was; if it weren't for the fact that i always go there with ppl i like i would've gotten bored of it damn long ago. hehe.

but then again, the addition of gor, shinbanana, mei, jiayee & mingxuan had made the entire trip incredibly pleasurable. so i'm looking forward to our next family trip!

that is, unless the dads & moms are gonna take that pact seriously. the pact to not visit genting highlands for at least five years so as to quit gambling altogether.

(aiyah marina bay sands is always easily accessible anyways)

saw wondergirls without makeup on day 3, while we were having buffet breakfast in the coffee terrace. a long-haired member was actually standing beside me while i was getting some indian curry. she did seem a little familiar but :/ they looked rather plain really.

now i'm hearing Q's voice booming thru the mic downstairs, comfortably singing some very difficult jacky cheung song! (: his voice is fantastic haha i think he can be a singer luh. tsk.

little cousins playing PvZ on gor's comp & i'm waiting for my turn to bathe in mom's huge & luxurious bathroom.

gonna stay here till the 17th then go back & host friends in JB before they leave!!

POSTPROM!

2010-12-07T07:30:00.000+08:00

not as excited for prom anymore.

more excited about POST-prom actually! :DDD

idk what sort of jacket or shawl to wear later.

and what time do we need to reach anw?

sians.

checking out

2010-12-04T13:51:00.008+08:00

the post-exams euphoria set in a few days before bio P1,
and it ended yesterday i think.

SAT STs today, bio was suay. when i saw the eye diagram i was like OMG DIE. but the rest should be okay. managed to ans some qns based on vague impressions of certain terms like 'heterotrophs', 'anthropoda' or whatever terms that has never appeared in my JC bio notes.

but then again, SCREW MATH. i rly don't wanna talk about how i shaded a row of Bs for the last few questions. YEAH SCREW MATH.

calmly eating porridge now, waiting for the MASSIVE jam at the checkpoint to clear before i go back for Q's party. such a rare occasion that i actually don't DREAD going back to JB, yet they just block my way & ruin my mood like THAT. whoever THEY are.

oh did i mention i just checked out of the boarding school?
looking back on my 6 years of boarding sch life, uhm.
i think my sec 1 & 2 roommates were the nicest.
and... oh got backstabbed a few times by my 'friends' for trivial stuff.
like koping wireless internet to MAPLE when the boarding school's is shut down.

but i think DOTA was the best part of bs life (:
so is late-night jamming, sneaking into other ppl's rooms to gossip/share games, 4am mcdelivery that totally irritated the guard, watching movies, or just sitting in the large swing sharing loves laughs & sadness.

& the crazy days when every inch on my side of the wall was plastered with posters. one of which i caught with my bare hands during a concert with a sudden display of incredible stretching skills.

too many things to reminisce about but not in the mood now.
i'll post again when i'm feeling sentimental.
now i'm just feeling... empty & tired.

maybe it's cos i woke up at 1am today. oh wells.

sad rat. it's so not cute lah pls.

WIN.

p.s. can someone pls tell me how come there's only 'time' in the blog footer of some posts. and is there any way to keep the padding of this frame when scrolling

TO DO LIST

2010-12-04T02:57:00.006+08:00

omg why why why did i sign up for so many things in between end of As & PROM! now i'm like lastmin-chionging sats, nvr prepare for interview, haven't pack stuff fr the BS & WITHOUT PROM DRESS.

ikr. it's SO sad.
& i don't even have time for Rapunzel wth?

okay i shall list down my schedule for the next few days.

TODAY
SATs in the morning
checkout from BS (like FINALLY) in the afternoon
GO BACK JB to attend Q's party in the evening.
SUNDAY
BUY PROM STUFF
come back SG at night
MONDAY
Interview in the morning
then go back JB (OMG)
TUESDAY
Prepare for prom at HOME
Then come SG for prom.
Then Butterfac.
Then HOME!

... AND THEN IT'LL BE MY LONG-AWAITED HOLIDAY IN KL! :DDDD

come check this schedule if you're looking for me & dk where to find me/ wanna sms me but dk which number to send to. i'll be busy carrying out all the listed tasks then. omg.

i should totally stop blogging now, i'm like still at transport in cells.

interesting stuff.

2010-12-03T10:26:00.008+08:00

some interesting articles from Cracked.com::
1) 6 Video Game Heroes Made Useless By Supporting Characters
i was like 'omg that's so true' as i read the Sonic & Tails part.
who on earth would want to play as sonic when tails can FLY!

2) 12 Things You'll Wish You'd Never Seen Under a Microscope
this one is gross but... oddly fascinating too.

3) Check out this photo:

"It looks like a still from Inception, but it's actually a photograph by French artist Philippe Ramette and instead of spending $150 million, he just turned his camera sideways."

his other works that are just as cool:
http://www.xippas.com/en/artist/philippe_ramette/works

4) 17 Images You Won't Believe Aren't Photoshopped
it says Part 7. maybe i'll go dig up the previous 6 parts; such articles are awesome.

Cracked.com has got some really cool articles.
(the vulgarities sort of adds to the awesomeness)
but it's also very time-consuming.

ahh who cares. A levels are over anyways.
that's all for now. gonna eat breakfast! :D

movable stuff!

2010-12-03T09:09:00.000+08:00

added a script for objects to be moveable! :D
should i add more pokemon! it'll be really cute hehe.

NEW BLOGSKIN! :D

2010-12-02T15:57:00.003+08:00

finally A lvls are over & my new blogskin is done :D
did it in 2 days' time!
(yepp didn't study much for bio mcq)

will be changing the scenery outside the window every now & then!
and the clutter too. left everything mobile & replaceable so i can easily add on to the skin over time (:
gonna be using it for a really long time I guess.

unless i get really bored during the break
and decide to make a new one, that is.

2010-09-30T05:32:00.001+08:00

it's been so long since i last blogged.
well now that i realized microblogging is so much easier i don't think im gonna blog for the time being. unless some issue comes up and i feel so strongly for it that it's hard to express my feelings within 140 characters. but guess that's highly unlikely. at least till A-levels is over.

2010-09-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

im so so SO tired.
i didn't realize that until i reached home &put my bag down.
i think i can just fall asleep on my couch right now.

2010-09-11T06:18:00.003+08:00

i sort of ran out of things to blog about cos my ~~emotional life~~ LIFE is practically nonexistent in view of THE PRELIMS (omgoose) and my recent discovery of the wonders of microblogging.

went to the airport but forgot to try out the slide :/

shall try it next time.

i rly don't see why some ppl take pride in shallow relationships and just go around showing ppl like SEE, I HAVE FRIENDS! as if trying to cover up for the tragic truth that you have none. real ones anyway. those who really care about you and accept your personality for what it is.

oh and, birds of a feather really DO flock together! O:

should i go for maf should i go for maf

2010-09-08T22:25:00.004+08:00

mugging in school is loads better than mugging at home.

when the weather is not too cold that is.

this thought has been bugging me for a long time - i absolutely hate ppl who expects others to guess what they're thinking.

who would go waste time on you.

there are so much more impt stuff to do for instance think about what to have for dinner etc etc.

when u keep quiet it's when u got something on your mind at the moment and u rly need to think. not when u actually want ppl to guess what is going on in ur mind.

ppl are not obliged to guess what u're thinking.

so don't just sit there keep quiet and expect people to see words forming on your face then respond accordingly.

if u have something to convey, voice it out.

if u need to tell me sth but expect me to guess it, well u can just sit there & wait - cos even if i guessed it i would pretend i didn't notice anything.

stop hinting just GET STRAIGHT TO THE POINT

if u just think about it and sit there contemplating abt what's gonna happen, truth is NOTHING'S GONNA HAPPEN.

2010-09-04T18:21:00.007+08:00

been trying to find out how come O2Jam remains the single most effective game that relieves my stress.

i think it's cos it doesn't require any thinking.

or maybe i just like to move my fingers to the rhythm.

perhaps i actually miss playing piano too much.

also it could be that it satiates my inner need to... smash sth, my keyboard in this case.

idk.

jamming at a rate of 3 to 5 songs per day!

but really.

other games all require thinking. GTA, all the tycoons, the sims, dota, AOEIII... even MARIO. so many hidden mushrooms tunnels and 1UPs.

ticketing for the kpopnight concert sucks?

i've complained enough about it alr.

so i've decided i must go beyond these kind of lousy systems set up by lousy organizers. once i have the ability to do so i shall organize a concert. then sit in the vip box which is probably like less than 1m from the stage and laugh maliciously.

twin & mayan xin ku ni men le!

weather sucks. i've been feeling sleepy since the morning. kay maybe it's not the weather. maybe it's just me.

i shall go swim a few rounds.

2010-09-03T14:19:00.013+08:00

omg my myopic eye!

i cnt wear contacts cos the diff in degree is too large!

sucks. so i'll just have to make do with it?

GP essay:: i chose a question which i have content for but it's tricky. i don't even know if i've met the requirements of the question. i really hope so.

meanwhile i recycled examples from my previous essays. hope mr koh wouldn't mind! in any case i hope he's not already bombarded by recurring contents from our purple notes for takers of the genetic engineering question.

x x x

genting highlands + shopping trip this year.

AGAIN!

but this time after A-LEVELS shld be much more FUN haha.

i miss eating pizza playing rollercoasters watching movies pillowfighting blahblah & this year must go LAN! i NEED to try out L4D2 in the cybercafe omg *grits teeth* and i shall introduce LAN to twinnn//mayan. okay i think mayan will just go there skype. right! >D

exclusive invitations to be sent out soon! :D

twinnn planning the trip this time though!

[ehh 4D3N then third/fourth days stay in KL kay.

i'm serious about buying prom dress in KL.

oh ya. twinnn u got ulterior motives is it? (:]

x x x

CLL 看圖作文很刁鑽，很多需絞盡腦汁才能連接起來的重點，所以小説我洋洋灑灑地寫了7頁。破紀錄了luh。某人說他寫2000多字是6頁。呃對了他怎麽會有時閒算字數！O-o

雖然圖意是開放式地任由大家理解，最後標準答案卻只有一個。靖跟我寫的又很不一樣。對這個臨時想出來的故事我是挺喜歡的，非常非常希望它不要離題。

還有發現一件事。就是在壓力和沒有詞典的情況下，不宜作大膽的寫作嘗試。我本來想寫一個蒙古草原和上海大城市的故事，後來還好換了，不然肯定寫不下去。又不是上海人，又沒有去過蒙古。現在想起來，當時真的好像不是很清醒，想死才會在大考寫這種東西。

我應該做一個 "I SURVIVED GP&CLL ON THE SAME DAY" 的 badge。從 argumentative essay mode 轉換成 narrative mode 是難的。我差一點就自掘墳墓選了議論文。

古文啊… 又是買大小沒買中，而且深知自己讀得沒有其他同學賣力，所以對分數不抱任何期望。借此告誡朋友們，賭博是不好的。

理解問答挺發人深省的。而且不會很難！應該不會像上次那麽糟。

安然度過昨天，最大的功臣是——咖啡。

ps 不要問我為什麽用華文blog，還用繁體。

繁體很cool。

x x x

有些未來的偉人現在還在憂鬱中等待機遇。

或許正在坐著發呆——等待一只花紋特別的蝴蝶，在適當的時候、從精確的角度飛進屋中，瞬間激蕩心靈，啓發心智，然後才思湧現，寫出一首曠世之作。

世界並不缺少“什麽也不干的人”。

因爲什麽也不干也真的太極端了，不會悶嗎？

而且靠什麽生存，吃自己？

所以說“什麽也不干”不應爲了最後的靈光一閃。

因爲如果靈光不來你就餓死了。

爲什麽我們總是驚覺自己沒有發呆的餘裕？

爲什麽我們不在讀書時會有罪惡感？

爲什麽我們要考A-levels？

爲什麽我們總是有許多時限？

爲什麽我們要在框框中製造更多框框？

爲什麽有框框？

2010-08-31T21:35:00.006+08:00

thanks gor (:

happy national day.

as i've said i hope msia can get out of the mess it's in right now. cos i've come to a sudden realization that my house is there.

namewee posted another vid. so vulgar.

but i'm gonna join his fb page cos he's got the nerves to actually do something about it. like by violently rebelling against all the... injustice? idk.

i think a-niu tried peacefully to blend the malay and chinese cultures together in his songs.

but the govt didn't even respond to it?

it's like they themselves don't wanna accept the blend of cultures. then why even bother to saying 'onemalaysia' then sit there and close one eye to all the racist comments made by malays here and there.

i guess msian chinese are largely angered and saddened by all the racist comments. but they can't do anything about it unless the govt effects some change. then again, the govt is made up of malays who strive in the racist state with all the bumiputra policies.

...there shld be more peaceful ways to go about solving this whole issue of racism though. idk. don't need to be so vulgar lah if not even some msian chinese can't take it also lol.

k enough with the national day rant.

been reading science fiction written in the fifties and sixties.

and they're damn good. really really impressed by the power of their imagination.

now that fb twitter even weibo are shaping the lives of many, i rly hope that some collective form of assessment/sense/consciousness of our selves can come in, some point in time, so that we don't end up fusing with machines/becoming slaves to the machines/whatever tragedies we've so been forewarned against.

prelims though is what's taking over everyone's minds right now. i have so little people to talk to these few days. i might as well start my prelims revision? CLL first. yepp.

2010-08-30T23:44:00.004+08:00

i keep trying to convince myself that A lvls really takes priority over just about anything else right now. but i've been failing to do so. miserably.

it's always till the very last minute when the sense of urgency finally sinks in, then i beat myself up for wasting all the time before and not doing anything about it earlier.

then i'll realize it's too late to do anything, and there can only be two outcomes.

one, i face it.

in which case i either fail as expected or do unexpectedly well.

two, i run away from it.

in which case i either get into trouble for it or disappoint ppl.

omg its predictability.

it's so predictable i could cry.

or should i say, I'M so predictable i could cry.

and that evil old woman isn't exactly doing anything to help.

how i wish mom was here every day.

then it wouldn't feel so bad to have an evil old woman hover around the house. at least i can pretend she isn't existent.

one thing i absolutely hate, is having any form of contact with people i dislike. even physical manifestations of the hate.

i don't wanna waste my life doing that.

what the hell is she doing in my house.

FML

2010-08-27T02:27:00.003+08:00

i realized sometimes it's really easier to tweet than blog.

2010-08-20T19:24:00.005+08:00

oh noes the attendance for the YOG fringe activities suck ): go take a look at these photos. so unfair to the artists who put in the effort performing on stage.

the publicity definitely wasn't enough!

bet if i go to marina bay later for the nicholas teo performance there'll definitely be seats available.

artists like nicholas teo can and should rightfully earn so much more for their stage performances. it's just plain sad to see them putting faith in YOG to draw a considerably big audience, yet be disappointed.

but again, maybe the response will be good given NT's fanbase in sg & msia. we'll see!

2010-08-16T00:32:00.004+08:00

i can't believe so many of my friends post such emo stuff on their blogs when they seem so perfectly cheerful in school.

rahhh. it makes me sad reading those posts ):

life before prelims is maddening.

i need ENTERTAINMENT because the boredom is KILLING ME ))))):

ohh, someone's BIRTHDAY is coming up! (:

hmm. digging up old photos make me miss the frh times alot alot. we really really had tons of crazy fun. like most of the time we were screaming and didn't really know where we were, what we were doing. spend our breaks contemplating about crazy things we would never have done etc.

miss hong & datou! (:

2010-08-14T18:06:00.013+08:00

NANYANG FOOD & FUNFAIR!! :DDDD

okay im acting like i totally enjoyed myself there.

but as a matter of fact i didn't! :D

still it wasn't too bad la.

after math tutorial twin & i went over to ny! we walked around, met some teachers, ate icecream&candyfloss then went to get highlights.

i wanted to get orange but i realized it's NEON ORANGE and thus isn't nice then i decided to get GREEN but when twin suggested PINK i guess that sort of clicked with the hidden yihong-slash-yanjie influence in me so i got PINK instead.

oh we also dedicated SHINEE'S LUCIFER to ny teachers. in hindsight it's really not the best song to dedicate to teachers but oh wells i hope our teachers like kpop! :D

wanted to take a photo with chendiya the ex-superstar contestant/winner? dk but she sort of disappeared so :/

there was this very gay looking bull-riding thing at the netball court, beside the enormous inflated playground. after staring at a couple of crazy screaming girls riding on it we decided we shall walk away.

met and talked to mrsCtan linwanzhenglaoshi & smiled to a few. wanted to find hupbeng but failed.

&they really did give out ipads anw. i wonder how they got apple sponsorship maybe some ny girl's dad owns the factory.

kay that concludes the NY food&funfair! (:

haha oh i totally forgot to blog about the JYOP@hc!

shall post some photos first.

so festive right. it's like CNY!

the youth flying club v-formation thingy!

best shot of the torch/torchbearer i could get (:

last photo of our classmates i chanced upon it online.

the red's so bright &festive!!

how do i summarize the whole event hmm.

got through the massive jam, assembled at the clock tower alongside other chosen classes, was wondering what we were supposed to do when everyone was given fans cheering sticks etc and instructed to cheer. then came the minister and the flame, then performances by chidance, drummers, NCC, gymnasts etc, everyone was high and cheering, then the torch relay began.

and some idiot shouted 'let's follow them!' and as excited commoners WE STARTED RUNNING after the torch. all the way till the sch gate leading to coro. along the way we saw many familiar faces among those lining the path.

i didn't even had the chance to tie my shoelaces.

it was... exhilarating? idk.

haha.

oh lastly i shall post a photo of HANGENG/hankyung;

idk since when did hangeng become like this! the change was so drastic i stared at this photo in disbelief for a couple of minutes. he used to be like

so guai looking :/

haha. but not like i don't like his new style!

he's coming to singapore soon. after prelims.

i shall mug hard for prelims &go see hangeng when they're over! (:

TWIN is totally a walking kpop dictionary!

2010-08-11T01:25:00.012+08:00

watched the sg natl day celebration on tv at home.

i was still wondering with my mei whether the malay guy was lipsynching or singing live when suddenly he was smiling to the crowd and his voice came out.

ahh but guess they cnt rly afford to have patriotic songs outta tune at the celebration, it would definitely dampen the spirit.

... like the guy's voice though. was he some sg idol or sth?

i realized since i was young i've been watching channel 8 and listening to 933 and it wasn't till pri school when i realized that local, mandarin tv channels actually... exist.

so when i tuned in to the radio at home a few days ago, i got a shock.

there are actually damn a lot of local radio stations,

like malay music all over the airwaves, some english ones and a couple of chinese ones.

and the chinese ones are all freaking cool.

i tuned in to one of them, listen to the DJs chatting in non-accented (yes) perfect fluent mandarin for a while, and next thing i know they just switched to canto and started jabbering away in such speed that left me stunned for a few secs.

and the songs that followed, first was a chinese pop song by my fave singer, then came a nice canto duet, after that they had 'love the way you lie', and then they played bonamana. i was like OMG I FREAKING LOVE THIS RADIO STATION.

and i think my canto improved in the past few days. really. the DJs crack malay jokes in canto. imagine that.

&that was then i realized how multilingual the country was.

the radio station was just a demonstration of a perfect blend of the cultures and languages.

my close relatives can all speak at least 6 languages/dialects and it's funny how i always took it for granted and never appreciated the local environment for training us all into becoming multilingual people.

guess it's time i looked past all the race or equality issues and start to appreciate the country for the good it confers (:

2010-07-31T22:57:00.021+08:00

the tekan's finally finally finally out! :D

saw soooo many seniors on sat.

xiaochun &yanglu, huijuan tingzhen hweeyanne etc all came back!

took a S72 四代同堂 photo with 07, 08 seniors and '10 juniors. (:

it was like some reunion thing :D

juniors (read:guys) kept wanting to take photos w xiaochun omg.

both xc and yanglu looked very pretty :D

saw 钟老师 and 陈老师 too ((:

so happy!! :DDD

turned out that 钟老师 was one of the judges for the writing comp.

got a... third prize. for chinese writing (:

chenlaoshi expects me to qing ke during her lesson!

i guess i will IF cll classmates ask me about it! :D

if you don't like me,

just come the hell over and tell me right in my face.

instead of employing lowly tactics such as to badmouth, backstab, gossip or poison my image.

if stuff u said are true i can't do anything about it, but when they're not... u seriously wouldn't want ppl to think you'd actually commit to something of such incredibly low calibre.

oh and just because you're such a no-lifer doesn't mean others are like that too, so pls don't apply your set of dumb rules to others and assume u're actually superior because of others' behaviour. cos if u are really superior, u wouldn't have to stoop so low anyway. you know, inferiority is almost always associated with violence, jealousy, hatred, etc etc.

but again, seriously, when we have to work together, esp when you often have to answer to me and not vice versa, i don't see what's in it for you to hate me.

i truly hope that the working environment can be a happy one, where we forgive each other, be kind to each other, and maintain the kind of relationship in which people can be sarcastic right in each other's faces instead of... using stupid bimbo techniques behind each other's backs.

go get a life my friend!

oh btw if anyone wanna come tell me that my hidden chunks of text are always too long to go unnoticed, they're supposed to be read by some anyway. if not why d u think i'd put them here!

inception's so thought-provoking.

reminds me of another movie i've watched, donnie darko.

it's like introducing this whole new concept to the audience, then expecting them to internalize it to fully appreciate the movie; and often the audience end up feeling confused. esp the ambiguous ending which gives you no clue as to what is going to happen to the main character.

it's so frustrating sometimes.

but christopher nolan's a genius, there's no doubt abt that (:

2010-07-25T00:15:00.010+08:00

hello world i just bought my very own SKULLCANDY! :DDD

yeahyeah.

was faced with very very tough decisions in the shop just now.

first whether to buy headphone or earphone.

then i figured the headphones were too kuazhang for me,

so i decided to buy earphones.

second, functions.

stood there for almost half an hour comparing.

third, colour.

omg the colour combis all like DAMN PRETTY can.

too bad no orange ):

so eventually i was left with a few choices.

green-yellow, brown-gold or purple-red.

at that point in time my cousin has already abandoned me and went off to look at video games, seeing how indecisive i was, so i stood there for another half an hour.

and finally i bought THIS

ikr it's NICE! :D

still i think i want a skullcandy headphone leh :/ haha.

cos this one will look like any normal earphone when i wear it!

but since im not in desperate need of it...

wells guess if this one spoils i'll buy a headphone instead! :D

my mom was totally in a good mood today.

so i managed to buy damn alot of stuff in a day.

a new notebook mouse too! :D

plus ate alot of good food at the buffet.

still full now omg.

omg omg the sound very clear!

even better than the sony one i had previously luh.

YAYYAYYAY ((:

how many times have i told you，這不是有沒有志氣的問題，當那個人不能諒解你的時候，你根本不必為她或在她面前證明什麽，她根本不值得你去為她生氣，而因生氣而奮發向上什麽的。

更何況她的刻薄都不是出於好意——那是一種極度的心理不平衡。

要奮發向上的話，我會確定那是我個人權衡輕重后的選擇，而不是因她而起。

她絕對不可能成爲我“成功背後的女人”。她不配。

她不能諒解我、看不起我，我不也會證明任何事給她看。到我成功的那一天，我不會告訴她。讓她以另外的途徑發現我的成功。當時她就會意識到，其實她在我的生命裏，其實是那麽地、那麽地，微不足道。

在那一天，我會把最好的一切給我的父母。讓你在一旁看著，反省你曾經對我做過的一切。我希望當時你還在人世。但就算你不在了，可能你看得會更清楚一點吧，you know，see the big picture。看清你在世時從來不曾了解——亦或理解——的一些事情。

惡意的嘲諷和善意的循循善誘兩者間的分別我還是看得清的。所以有時我也傷心地想，爲什麽這種人居然是我生命中的一部分。在父母的溫室中赫然接觸這種類別的人確實讓我大吃一驚，like 天啊，怎麽會有對親人那麽刻薄的女人，我到底是哪裏犯了你！

不過想來你也吃過不少苦，所以我諒解你。但僅止於諒解，我並不能接受你的性格和言行舉止。我不是聖人。……聖人可能都會對你敬而遠之。我能諒解你，我甚至抽空搭理你，囘你話。你有沒有想過，我其實真的不需要你，你並沒有自己想象中那麽偉大，我也沒有義務去聼你的廢話。

真的。

oh man what a wordy rant.

2010-07-20T22:13:00.005+08:00

some people are just... less-informed?

and we are able to tolerate that.

but when they think YOU are the one who's wrong,

it's really freaking irritating.

you can't imagine how it's like,

having to live with one of such people,

and put up with all the scoffs & the overdone sarcasm.

you know the person who's laughing is, sadly, the one who's misinformed, yet you wouldn't point it out to the person.

cos you know no matter how much you say,

all the person will reply you with is a pitying expression.

UGH.

2010-07-18T22:35:00.006+08:00

isn't lee hyori trying too hard to be like gaga.

LOVE her 'Chitty Chitty Bang Bang' song though.

suju w/o hankyung & kibum really feels incomplete.

not so much kangin though lol.

almost gave up on following suju songs...

until i rmbed siwon.

and why is there a need for a 'Green Council' anw.

isn't there like a green club in school? somewhere?

scholarship fairs get boring after a while, as you realize you get the same information every time.

i don't think there's a need for me to attend the hc scholarship day anymore.

issues & ideas & issues & ideas & issues & ideas.

word bank word bank word bank.

time worksheet time worksheet time worksheet.

...

sure cannot finish one lah.

2010-07-16T20:34:00.009+08:00

"Dream. Dream on."

went for GIC talk just now.

it's like prestigious 到不行！

everything there seemed so polished,

from the marble floor in the lobby to all the speakers who addressed us.

food at the reception was very nice.

mingming has got an interesting take on things.

okay so the main thing i've learnt from the talk today was,

im never gonna be able to survive a workplace like GIC.

so even if i get the results, i will not be applying for the scholarship. yepp im certain of it.

renlaoshi talked to us about china universities again.

it sounds kinda interesting to me. as always.

idk guess it's very probable that i end up studying in china.

tekan finally entering the final stage.

stayed up till 5+ last night just to edit the tekan.

hope our effort can finally pay off.

monday monday monday.

guess if i had gray hair the amount should've tripled in the last few days. 'it's so tedious im gonna die!'

so many scholarship talks.

feel oddly... adrift when listening to them.

it's like trying to lay bets when you don't even have money.

yeah the testimonial thing really did freak me out.

so many girl friends wanna get married before 28.

and most of them wanna have kids before 30.

it's kinda like

'what's your ambition'

'oh i dream of becoming a successful housewife'

so many weird perspectives i cannot comprehend.

yet they have such strong and firm beliefs.

for the first time in my life,

it did not give way when i scolded for it to get out of my sight.

guess it's different from when it was still small and insignificant.

MINIONS ARE LOVE

2010-07-15T14:54:00.000+08:00

my fave desktop icon of the day <33

i should stop making icons.

byebye.

2010-07-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

she's so cute i'm gonna dieee!!

i'm so gonna watch despicable me again. in 3D.

oh and TS3 too.

happy birthday sansan!! :D

dunking juniors was fun heh.

julie andrews was gru's mom?!

i can't believe it she sounded so evil.

2010-07-08T18:59:00.005+08:00

trust me despicable me is a really nice movie.

very entertaining, &heartwarming at the same time.

they presented their characters very convincingly,

even when absurd ideas (like stealing the moon?) were involved.

oh and IT'S FREAKING CUTE.

AGNES & MINIONS OMG <3

"IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE!!"

see the trailer here.

hahaha. trust me they are effing cute.

we went to find related merchandises right after the movie,

but sadly i guess they aren't available in stores yet ):

yep it's definitely worth watching so go watch (:

right jingjing! :D

after despicable me we watched ECLIPSE.

oh man we were like 'we should've watched eclipse first and left despicable me till the end'

and yes we totally should have! :/

they were so overdoing the kissings.

wasn't kissing supposed to be hard for edward.

they made it seem so... easy. thus worthless.

sad.

oh btw, they should really feature more thought-provoking/ mentally-stimulating shows on channel 8. (yes unlike the current one from 7-8pm every night)

they should consider the no. of old ppl watching the channel.

what with the greying population and taking into consideration how free the elderly normally are.

it hurts to see old people staring at the tv which is airing mind-numbing shows.

that's how diseases like alzheimer's develop yeah.

hate bad tv shows with actors overacting in cliche plots.

LOVE GOOD MOVIES (:

2010-07-06T20:07:00.002+08:00

ikr I LOVE MY DESKTOP <3

2010-07-01T11:48:00.002+08:00

"Life is filled with so many exciting twists and turns.

Hop off the straight and narrow whenever you can and take the winding paths.

Experience the exhilaration of the view from the edge.

Because the moments spent there, that take your breath away,

are what make you feel truly alive."

2010-07-01T05:00:00.001+08:00

'i chose a very inconvenient time to fall ill.'

well i haven't been sleeping for the past few days,

so here it comes.

i need rest. and more rest.

2010-06-20T18:03:00.004+08:00

OMG the harry potter theme park sounds so freaking cool. this place so going into my post A-lvls list.

it's says you get to drink butterbeer & taste every flavour beans in hogsmeade. there's even this shop called Filch's Emporium of Confiscated Goods.

they sure went a long way in trying to realize the magical world yeah.

oh speaking of magical,

enchanted (2007) is really a magical movie (:

it makes you really happy watching it.

spent days downloading and in the end cannot play, wth?

haha jaden smith's so cute! :DDD

apparently will smith wants him to continue learning kungfu (and mandarin) from jackie chan in shanghai.

before people are sending their kids to western countries,

and now a hollywood star sends both his kids to shanghai. to learn chinese and kungfu.

isn't that cool.

2010-06-19T23:59:00.016+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMOOOO :D

it seems some people are really bored during the holidays.

i can't study properly RAHHH ppl keep interrupting my mugging session with DRILLING, TV, MEALTIMES, RANDOM OUTINGS, NEW MOVIE TRAILERS, etc!!

thenthen i'll get distracted and spend the rest of the day doing something that wasn't on my schedule.

like travelling all the way to AMK for koi or going to the cinema to find that karate kid tickets have been sold out. then i have to waste my time shopping around till the next available timeslot.

and poof there goes another day.

on top of the fact that i have dedicated my first 2 weeks of my june hols to L-E-P.

i might as well spend the rest of my hols in genting or something! haha. haha. hah.

or maybe continue to blog about my mundane life.

1/ magnum gold?!

bought the magnum gold?! ice cream a few weeks ago.

stupid punctuation is part of the name yepp.

they didn't put a price tag on the box and after all that tv commercials looking damn cool like movie trailers we decided to try it out BUT when we went to pay for it the price was like BOOMZ.

but take alr so too bad luhs.

i wonder what they put in the gold coating.

cos now the stoopid glittery stain is stuck on my fac shirt.

after rounds of washing D:

but the icecream is nice la actually.

not too sweet, salted caramel coated with milk choc.

it feels luxurious just eating that icecream.

still the price isn't as nice though.

2/ dinner@kallang

went to kallang for dinner just now.

seafood's nice but mom had a total hard time finding a parking lot cos some carpark lots were closed down for NDP rehearsals.

there were helicopters flying around carrying the flag.

and tanks on the road amongst civilian cars.

it was quite a sight yepp. esp when the tank gun was pointing right at our car.

mommy was abit worried the thing will suddenly fire and blast us all to death.

3/ ambitions

my relatives were trying to talk me into taking uni courses that they think will benefit... them? haha. wells now i really dk what i want to take.

apparently a medicine graduate is selling bak kut teh near my house manz. cos he decided to, uh, take over his father's stall.

well, everyone has different ambitions.

maybe someday i'll become so inspired by the old uncle selling rojak near leisure mall i end up expanding his business to sg or sth. who knows. heard he owns a bungalow now anyways.

4/ marina bay sands.

i realized many people are lying about NOT going to marina bay sands. like the uncle guarding our street. he's like in constant need of sgd lately.

random uncles & aunties kept asking us abt traffic condition along the causeway. lately the causeway is so freaking jammed i don't feel like leaving sg at all.

but the mbs is good at pulling msian customers actually.

SOMEONE received an invitation from mbs saying that if he ever feels like coming over to mbs they will uh, AIRLIFT him via helicopter from KL to SG.

for free. provided he visits the casino.

i was... abit stunned anyways.

so much for the fight over customers huh.

oh apparently there's a saying that goes sth like, teaching your enemy's son to gamble is the best way to get revenge.

2010-06-18T03:35:00.011+08:00

guess it's time i updated this blog!

but actually i just want to spam photos yay :DDD

LEPCAMP LEPCAMP <333

whoa totally enjoyed myself... eating listening to talks and watching our juniors in action. i tried not to involve myself so much in the activities of 华中幼幼班 aka 华幼 but failed.

this junior LEP batch is so different from our batch manz (:

LOVE the '10 batch anyways :D

ME SAN & the lovableJUNIORS!! the effect is damn coolz right. though jiayuin's face abit cannot see &san was complaining that her head looks squashed but she looks CUTE anws! :D

J2 FACILS!! :DD late night taitee & 豆沙mates.

S72 in RAD!! the cool people with cute jiayuin & epic CCF.

[minus wandong D: i think she was eating in the canteen ): ]

i wanted to scan and upload the polaroids taken using wandong's instax but THEN! no scanner. yepps so. next time bah! :D

it's VERY true that the camp could be summarized by "吃，讲座，吃，讲座", but mealtimes, latenight storytelling (&taitee), &bonding time are fun (:

ESP OUR WONDERFUL PLAY PLEASE. rightright. the cast &everything, plus THE ENDING were just BOOMZ. ask the juniors!

but i think they not as high as we were last year.

we totally screamed and cheered on the last day right.

guess it's cos the duration was a cut short by a day,

and it was more of talks while last year we had more group activities.

but guess they still had fun! oh wells (:

&that concludes LEP CAMP '10 for me!! <3

oh and i abit regret joining our wonderful 华幼 juniors for the latenight ghost stories sharing session! though i had loads of stories myself i haven't got the chance to tell. and those that were told by others are still affecting me. RAHHH D:

haha shit so 自找.

MAYAN IS BACK YAYS! :D

tmr got GP lesson in the morning OMG wth am i doing here.

-ends post-

2010-06-08T00:37:00.003+08:00

LEP camp tmr!!

with sansan lingzhuo & eyu.

hope i get nice juniors in my group!

<33

oh i shall bedazzle them with my ubercolorful facshirts collection.

i wonder if anyone other than me zhoujing huilin MJ saw the OCIP nanjing writeup on the LEP exhibition board.

it was... WOW. yeah.

we were like 'EEYERR!!!' and felt goosebumps at once.

wonder which junior did the writeup manz.

so mushyyy. grahh.

but yeah we did get a good laugh out of it.

& the boards were spammed with our photos.

... i really need to find out who did it.

sayonara friends! (:

GENKI!

;watermelon is the LOVE :D

2010-05-29T18:10:00.001+08:00

boring ):

2010-05-22T14:30:00.005+08:00

presentation's finally overrrr

goose!

we got bombarded with so many questions by the NUS profs and our dear batchmates.

somehow the teachers think it's good that we had so many questions from the audience.

hmm.

but guess we did our jobs to entertain.

turns out that the prof who asked us the hardest questions teaches philosophy.

no wonder.

YAY :D

finally done finally done finally done with it!

okay maybe not.

still need to edit and hand in the lunwen.

jiayou jiayou :D

2010-05-20T23:12:00.007+08:00

eliz>> cos i grew bored heh. unown sucks!

twin>> -.- whatever! hahaha.

zijing>> you're too unique i guess. haha.

REHEARSAL FOR LUNWEN PRESENTATION TMR!
finally the last rehearsal.
and finally it's just one day to the presentation.
why does it have to be full dress though i don't understand.
need to bring so many stuff tmr.
maybe i'll bring my mei's camping bag!

i should really stop procrastinating and carry on with memorizing my script for tmr.
byebye see you in sch tmr if you're coming.

2010-05-15T01:23:00.013+08:00

hearing water dripping from the kitchen tap,

and weird thumping sounds coming from outside the window.

couldn't pluck up the courage to check what's happening.

sheesh i don't need to know anyway.

core module tmr, gonna sleep in my super comfy bed with a thick and cosy blanket at home with no one to wake me up, hope my running alarm clock works.

yeah have i mentioned my running alarm clock before.

it has wheels and runs all around making weird alien-like noises and makes you think in the morning that some Frenzy-like Decepticon thingy has infiltrated your house.

it's most irritating when it gets under your bed and stops there.

and continue to make weird noises.

watching random taiwan variety shows.

gonna sleep soon.

things i learnt today

1. BBQ chicken is nice. KOI bbt is too.

2. it's hard to argue against classic literature, esp when using a movie to support your argument.

3. there are ppl who confuse iron man with ip man.

4. poisson is pronounced like 'pwah-sohng'

5. i finally realized after like 12 yrs that the first line in the secular msian pledge is 'belief in god'.

6. i should never watch scary movies with horrible torturing scenes when at home alone.

7. when editing chibi clips must not stare at zhugeliang too much. if not the final clip won't have any zhouyu and have to redo the whole editing.

8. i like to use point form to present my points.

9. there was no point in my previous point.

10. the computer is THE biggest source of distraction.

oh i should add that unown really doesn't learn any moves other than hidden power. and it sucks like shit so don't ever use it to try to defeat the elite four you'll vomit blood one.

i've totally been wasting my time & could've slept two hours earlier.

nights world.

2010-05-06T19:27:00.002+08:00

rawr i want to watch ip man 2 and iron man 2.

shall do gp now byes.

2010-05-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

teachers are starting to become really caring. rather touched. it's time i start work so i won't let them down.

chibi research presentation coming very very soon.

so stressed the lunwen will be published in like, 2 books?

the glaring mediocrity of my chibi analysis is killing me gahh.

so many ORs zao zhi dao no need go for so many stuff le sien.

1 OCIP = hundred plus CIP hours i just realized.

and it was so fun!

it's the one and only trip that i'll never regret going for.

linlaoshi should totally thank me for saying this, hor.

i really don't want to go for the ____.

bu yao bi wo hao bu hao.

byebye im going back le.

2010-05-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

yays just came back from bpp.

feel so accomplished! :D

and veryy full -.-

why no stars tonight!

oh mayan was quite high hahaha.

FREAK im like watching the behind-the-scenes of ice kacang puppy love and the stoopid channel kept showing the YAB advertisement with very short scenes from the concert OMG must they GAHHHH

i shall slack abit and sleep haha im happy.

2010-04-30T16:09:00.002+08:00

omg what happened are you okay?

reply reply!

2010-04-29T22:57:00.004+08:00

rahh im finally back.

had to wait for our duapai pwmate(s),

so we went soghurt with kaizhi,

then starbucks, and went back to school.

and finally aston's.

spent damn a lot of $$ can. oh noes.

so many unfortunate events happened recently.

though not within the family but still.

it's like ppl i know. can't help but feel depressed.

btw i tell u digimons are waayyy cuter than pokemons

ESP CULUMON OMG

it's totally the epitome of cuteness. raahhh.

2010-04-23T19:43:00.009+08:00

JTS yesterday!!

though the sincerity of our juniors is questionable,

by treating us at a place at such proximity,

but in the end we still enjoyed ourselves so IT'S OKAY.

played games sang songs and ATE A LOT :D

it's obvious why they get along so well isn't it.

us with the new Ps!

the cute junior council, the pretty girls and zijing

again, the cute juniors, the pretty girls & zijing.

we totally look forward to their first event!

hope they do a good job.

GO JUNIORS! :D

2010-04-20T22:35:00.005+08:00

what an eventful yet depressing day.

i was in such an unstable mood in the morning i got provoked easily and got myself involved in an argument that never should have started.

let's never ever talk about it again.

then i got pissed at another random thing.

which on hindsight seemed reasonable but quite unnecessary.

and life goes on.

lep council elections today in the LT.

our new pres liqi & mingyuan seem reliable, however i was slightly appalled by the fact that the 2010 batch of lep council is, somehow, male-dominated.

if u include the grey-area person, that is.

i shall not judge the juniors by gender/appearance now.

let's wait till our JTS on thurs to decide.

sigh i'm actually very happy about the results of this year's elections, but i just can't seem to feel the relief or joy right now.

my damned mood.

after JTS perhaps.

i want to just sleep

forget abt everything unpleasant that happened tdy

wake up tmr to be the nice and cheerful me (:

2010-04-17T23:42:00.005+08:00

came back from prisch gathering.

it's great to see all those familiar faces again.

wilee yingwei raymond tzeliang zhongjin zihui zoe & zoe.

lunch, haagen dazs, chats and gossips.

some of them flew here for this i guess.

heard gossips abt EC & convent, cleared freaking gross accusations and struggled with the splitting of bills :D

different paths and different lives.

so interesting.

bet half our old classmates can drive now. freak.

san & zj just left my hse omg.

pwouting tmrrr! (:

no. girls' outing tmr and pw outing nxt week.

busy (WHATEVER)

fact of the day:

Warwick Cairns, a researcher in the UK has calculated that one would have to leave a young child on a pavement for 600,000 years before it became statistically probable that the child would be abducted by a stranger.

///don't let emotions affect ur work.

if you wanna cry, come for work first,

i don't care if u leave right on time to sulk in a corner

but work is work

u miss it, there won't be another chance

the recording is very nice though.

really proud of u guys (:

2010-04-15T18:59:00.003+08:00

im happy with my bt1 results. yepp (:

went visit twinnn, she seemed really sick D:

must take good care of yourself,

sleep a lot then come back to school!

omg rawrrr peedoubleu results coming out tmrrrrr

freak freak if mayan nvr reminded me i would've had a relatively peaceful and calm day.

pwgroup we shall go CELEBRATE if we all get A

prisch gathering clashes with ares fac outing D:

ohwells. bye ares fac outing and sorry classmates!

so many rumours flying around.

他在我们生活的缝隙里默默地存活着，

我们从来都没有注意过他。

就像是一面透明的玻璃。

但有一天他突然从我们生活里消失的时候，

我们才反应过来，

就如同失去了玻璃的窗户一样，

呼啦啦往里面漏风。

千疮百孔。

2010-04-14T22:35:00.007+08:00

lep interviews for two consecutive days,

rather exhausted.

we have interesting juniors.

though some are stuck in a dilemma at the moment.

i hope they really go think it through,

so they won't regret their decision.

still don't understand why they threw the phoenix away.

goose. what a waste.

人们对轻易得到的东西总是不懂得珍惜

当你发现自己没有了它会感到痛苦

才会死命抓住它声嘶力竭地想把它挽回

可是它始终会走离开不懂珍惜的你

听到你撕心裂肺的痛它可能会回头看你一眼

可是蕴存着怜悯的目光里有一种怨恨和鄙视

你不配拥有我

于是它不会再回头。

it's always been so.

no i don't think i look like xuweining. seriously.

or rainie yang. goose! O.o

guo jingming's 'tiny times' is addictive.

sometimes it's like simplistic, comedic teen romance.
but it ended with a very dark twist.

that left me stunned for quite long.

im waiting for that spark of inspiration

... like it'll come. haha.

im going to die in frustration at the disgustingly S-L-O-W internet

2010-04-10T19:26:00.017+08:00

huangcheng last night. like finally.

first and third jus were very good.

first one with great plot and the third with great acting.

well done juniors esp xiangchuin suxiang ruijie,

great job you guys (Y)

i wonder who did the huangcheng intro vid;

i'm sure i heard tracks from YAB.

bought a pretty helium balloon & a large lollipop for twinnn :D

lots and lots of love <3333

hmm the rhydian vaughan guy in monga is quite good looking.

oh and saw huiling in raffles city while eating subway!

...

so freaking bored there seems to be nothing else on tv other than stupid soaps and how the polish president died. don't feel like doing tutorials i'm too bored to. like in the sims you can't get the sim to do homework when fun is in the red zone. want to paint but there are no brushes. want to play the piano but it's at home. want to talk but my sister's not here. want to write but there's no inspiration. want to read but i can't focus. i want to cry but there are no tears.

have like 3 unfinished blogskins.

just got bored and gave up coding halfway.

then there's this haunting feeling of uncompleted tutorials.

so i doubt im gonna get one done anytime soon.

i might as well delete this blog. like ljq huh.

byebye.

i don't want to pretend that i'm okay.

but guess i have to.

hate you ttm. you totally suck.

i think i deserve better.

don't want to just sit here and wait for you cos i have more impt stuff to do. if you wanna send me stuff can you like do it quick thanks.

2010-04-05T22:39:00.006+08:00

im back. with a fringe.

D: uglae ttm jeeez.

teachers gossip. really they do.

cll paper today was. what else can i say, epic?

buyaomaidaxiao. TOTALLY got it.

gahhh okay i shall study guwen next time.

hate my mortal ttm omg he doesn't reply at all.

so unappreciative lah pls. unlike my wonderful angel :D

jiayou for huangcheng twinnn angel everyone else!

hope it's nice!

went out with hong & ZZ/RM to orchard last thurs!

RM's 18th YAY!

this short period of time when 3 of us are of the same age!

sad hong will turn 19 soon yeahhs :D

oh oh clash of the titans is nice.

as in the effects. and the male actors :D yeshh very goodlooking bunch of guys. eyecandies everywhere!

alice in wonderland is overrated.

clash is better than the older version imo (((:

anw why tdy so epic.

like 8 ppl not in class in the morning?

then afternoon like poof suddenly appear out of nowhere.

lunwen lunwen OMGOOSEEE damn u stupid deadline

2010-03-27T19:38:00.005+08:00

hello world blocks is over!

next up: alice in wonderland with twinnn/mayan/emo,

some leonardo movie with hong/RM :D,

followed by a lot a lot of lep work >(

wish me luck! (:

omg did i just see lu huan on tv!

2010-03-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

back (:

should i mug at home or go somewhere else tmr?

2010-03-21T05:03:00.001+08:00

hate emails.

2010-03-20T00:31:00.004+08:00

i suddenly hate my blogskin. alot alot.

they said i've changed. have i? i can't even sense it.

what happened?

2010-03-10T23:29:00.006+08:00

laoba>> i'll update u in school la laoba once i've thought it through :/

twinnn>> i know ni hai shi ai wo de (: the SQUARE haha.

GP block test howww.

i really wanna study for this BT.

but then still got n zuowens to do.

aww freak ):

don't think too much,

don't overanalyze things ppl say,

don't be too persistent,

don't force yourself to do things.

if you like the person,

give him/her some space to breathe.

hate boarding school internet.

im so going home during the holidays.

speaking of holidays.

i think i won't be able to go backpacking in myanmar alr ):

sorry guys.

cos mom wants to bring me on her trip. so :/

idk if i can still go shanghai ><

school today was uneventful unless u count the fact that for the second time my best mates PS without prior notice.

okay la emo you're spared cos you got SSEF right.

but then hor the two who slept together so scandalous still dare to off your alarm clock wake up apologize and go back to sleep like wth.

okay actually im not angry about it. weird.

i just ran out of stuff to blog about.

byebye.

2010-03-07T02:05:00.000+08:00

speech in NLB tmr, a long day awaits.

now i really hope it ends, once and for all.

i'm not tired of all these;

i'm just so irritated i dun feel like responding anymore.

now you know this is not the right way to go about achieving what u wanted.

it doesn't feel natural at all.

might as well give up right.

that's what i'd do if i were you.

go and think if it's really worth your effort.

i seriously dun care anymore.

2010-03-05T22:24:00.007+08:00

release of A level results today,

saw a lot of seniors (:

moment i stepped into the staffroom i felt this weird atmosphere.

walked up to linlaoshi, saw his grave expression and almost died on the spot.

for those who care, yep it's an A.

was so shocked just now i din know what to say what to feel or what to do. couldn't really feel happy or anything. sorry guys; i feel really really sorry.

went flyer just now.

thanks for telling me so many stories yeah laoba (:

i think u're really quite smart!

for those who did well, congrats and hugs.

for those who din, there's always a second time.

and it's not the end of the world.

boys have to grow up; girls have to get stronger.

we'll finish this last lap together.

as one 09S72.

APNNJC = WIN WAHAHAHAHA.

>> quoted from laoba's blog.

Sometimes

when we find someone who performs miracles for us

we just don’t treasure them.

But sometimes even if someone scales the mountains and dives the seas for another

You’ve got to realize that if she doesn’t,

if she wouldn’t and couldn’t

return those feelings for you,

There’s no point of any love affair that only feels of guilt

Guilt of your sacrifice

This is dragging on infinitely

and I want to end all this strangeness between us.

Because we cannot move on,

Because I cannot move on.

And it's not fair to both of us.

Thank you for all the things that you have done for me.

Waiting for me at the airport, baking my birthday cake, helping me out... this and that, so many

I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Because they really meant a lot to me.

I believed that we made a pact,

A pact just between you and me

Between me and the you I know.

The friend that we knew.

I want to be your friend, a friend you can trust and confide in

I will be there to listen to your hopes and fears

I will be there to answer your messages

I will be there just because im your friend

But your friend is all I can be and ever be,

For now and what lies beyond it.

So keeping this in mind

Dinner would be nice (:

2010-03-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

hello world im stressed out and i just heard and said a lot of agonizing truths and i need some time to recover from the shock whatever ahhh byebye world.

2010-02-28T14:07:00.006+08:00

LEP ORIENTATION :DD

think there's no need for me to say just how fun it was,

but the fact that all our juniors came for the orientation & enjoyed themselves was what made the whole lep council feel very proud of ourselves and we felt damn happy,

however drained or tired we were.

had our games in the inner and central plaza.

juniors were like damn enthu and funny.

esp chuxi omg kept screaming during whacko!

and zhihao totally got owned by the water guns yeahh :D

had a lot of fun pointing water guns at and occasionally emptying a whole bucket of water on juniors!

much thanks to:

zijing for planning the orientation & talking during the sharing;;

qiuhan for helping to plan, take charge, ordering pizzas, etc.;;

mingyue for the water guns :D & the obstacle course;;

sansan who prepared most of the logistics needed;;

yinghui for staying to take photos and help around;;

mingming for preparing qns & interacting with juniors;;

and kaiqi for coming to help out, e.g. refill pails, cleanup etc.!!

and of course all our lovable, enthusiastic LEP juniors for coming to school for orientation on a saturday morning and didn't mind getting wet AT ALL!! >:D

oh and thanks xuejie for returning to school on your precious break from NS! ((:

photos to be uploaded soon!

2010-02-23T22:55:00.003+08:00

finally saw the lep C1s today!

i think they quite enthu, not bad! :D

C1 briefing today was informal, as usual.

and lls, as usual, cannot be trusted with his numerous lies about how i was so eager to go for the ocip trip and how i broke into tears in nanjing. hahaha.

though the second was somewhat true,

im sure i did my best to pull myself out of the whole thing before i realized he made me overall ic.

though now im sure i dun regret going for the trip at all (:

presentation on ocip nanjing tmr!

huilin MJ gunny yangtao johnny & me.

jiayou jiayou (:

swimming today was rather fun?

second swimming lesson for me and it's like test alr.

i thought it'll be like damn hard,

but it turned out to be easy! surprisingly.

though the PJs thingy was damn gay :/

LEP LEP ORIENTATION!!!! :DD

water games water games water games!!

so many juniors i know in my group! omg.

hope we can really bond well though!

im gonna pia the ppt overnight!

i know you guys will not disappoint me tmr!

jiayou everyone :D

2010-02-22T15:40:00.002+08:00

been in very bad mood for the past few days.

life's so screwed. everything's screwed.

so much stuff to do.

and so much stuff left undone.

i need to get my priorities right.

and im not gonna breakdown now;

not after such a long run.

这几天会过去的。

过去之后，希望能看见辽阔的天空。

2010-02-16T21:01:00.005+08:00

HELLOO HAPPY CNY & VALENTINE'S! (:

went home ate a lot saw a lot of ppl gambled drank a bit.

cny as usual haha.

copied L4D2 from my uh, nephew too.

or was he my cousin's son?

nvr took the time to figure out our relationship.

guess he's my nephew of some sort haha.

large family.

always difficult to figure out how to greet ur relatives.

found out that most of my relatives'/mom's friend's kids are working or studying in sg. quite scary to hear kids screaming/talking to you in singlish when you're home in jb. hmm.

omgomg how do i get rid of my nailpolish i used up my nail polish remover!! rahhh.

replying tags!

twinnn>> cos it's CNY!! :D we go buy bag tgt soon kay!

TJ>> what mandarin orange. HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:

2010-02-12T12:48:00.003+08:00

A-A-A-ARES!!! (:

fac dance war games FAC SHIELD :DD

WELL DONE JUNIORS!!

10S72 rocks!

omg my angel is so cute she put two sets of valentine's presents into the AMbox, one to me and one to her angel. thanks ANGEL, though i alr know who u are! :D

bears roses and chocolates! (:

oh yeah, thanks again lol! :D

zhoujing yanglu eliz jiawei & jiamin came back today!! :D

laoyusheng-ed together.

so happy like san dai tong tang! :D

POP was a blast; athena's dance was very nice imo.

apollo's waltz quite GL but there were a lot of cool moves!

love the songs artemis used, don't don & jump r damn nice.

ares had the cool clock thing, the solos & chants v impactful.

oh and the confetti was the BOOMZ haha.

going home for cny!

same old stuff, tuannianfan, laoyusheng, liondance etcetc.

my family celebrating my lunar bday again :D

HAPPY CNY everyone! (:

2010-02-08T23:59:00.016+08:00

im 18! :D

thanks so much everyone for the birthday wishes! :D

i've got a couple telling me that i can now:

drive, drink, gamble, vote, watch M18 movies,

go clubbing, and oh uh go for legal abortion haha.

plus. can marry in india without parental consent.

not like im gonna fully utilize all my privileges lah hor.

but still, it feels damn shiok haha.

the candles were super pretty!! :D

thanks ((:

though i nearly ran out of breath blowing them out.

there were at least hundreds of them right! O:

if i do that everyday i'll totally pwn 2.4!

the chocolate cake was nice.

though it doesn't seem as nice as it tastes!

THANK YOU LOL & MAYAN! (:

looks like i dun need to murder twin alr,

bet she's too tired to upload anything from her hp :D

on this day, as i turn eighteen,

i declare my love for my friends, 09S72, juniors & my family.

oh and once again:: i have freaking awesome friends!! (:

>> thanks so much for the bday wishes; seniors & juniors, friends & cousins. you guys made my 18th birthday an AWESOME one, and i can't begin to describe how wonderful it's been (: thanks!! ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-02-07T15:57:00.003+08:00

finally... juniors!

imba lah our junior class. 19 girls 7 guys.

damn a lot of CSC people!

one of them asked me if it's possible to change to GSC :D

GSC is the best manz.

CSC is just too cheem for me. freaking philosophical.

yiling jiaqiang how did you all endure through the year!

i hope my angel/mortal reply soon yay.

my angel seems very nice! :D

birthday party ytd with cousins uncles and aunts!!

was damn happy thanks so much yeahh! :DDDD

ate my favourite food, chatted a lot, and went K! (:

damn shuang omg.

oh yeah drank champagne and lit a 孔明灯 also (:

mom wanted me to pop open the champagne,

but once Q unscrewed the metal thingy,

the cork just popped and hit the ceiling.

super funny Q's dog was like whining in shock.

i'll be 18 tomorrow.

gonna get a driving license after A levels! :D

oh yeah grats the MAYAN for passing her driving test!!

(though i think she'll still be driving onto kerbs)

but you passed you PASSED!! :DDD

don't be sad le kay.

though i dun really know what to say to you,

i hope you can get over it,

choose what you think is best for you,

and never regret it.

after all you've put in so much effort.

the one leaving now shouldn't be you.

how about just ignore them and get on with other stuff.

LEP ORIENTATION COMING SOON! (:

2010-02-03T21:14:00.003+08:00

hey changjiao ppl here's the promised article (:

it's in zaobao today, 03 feb!

40 days since we left changjiao,

and all the beautiful memories behind.

2010-02-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

yays RAD sony speakers for TWINNN!! (:

thanks s72 for making this possible heh.

love you guys ttm :D

gp lesson was inspiring.

complex number was lahbbish as usual...

and cll xueshan test was damn interesting haha.

twin was damn GL omg esp during bio.

she damn shuang luh watching shinee concert now i bet.

hope she likes her speakers wors :D

HAPPY 18TH TWIN! (:

one more week to my birthday.

wait till im 18 too then we can go ____ together! :DDD

2010-01-30T21:53:00.014+08:00

mom bought me a new watch today!! :DDD

my birthday's in 8 days' time.

guys get ready your presents! (:

it's sad to see ppl identify with others on a superficial level.

esp when they stop at that.

i admit i was appalled.

total disbelief.

it's sad to know that ppl like you still exist in my life.

i thought all of them have moved on since P6!

haha.

well, what else can i say?

time to choose a present! (:

i hope u're not the

'hypocrite who treats different ppl differently',

like what i've heard from your close friend.

sorry, your EX close friend (:

do you actually know about friends that last?

those are true friends.

just so you know!

2010-01-28T21:52:00.003+08:00

today we went to the canteen during break and almost had to sit on the floor to eat. and now we know why our seniors seemed so irritable when we first came in.

we were like speculating if the heechan guy actually ponned his first day of school.

and so he did, apparently.

his name is cool btw.

orientation is freaking noisy!

but i suppose it's fun.

after all it's like the only time in JC life where u get to play.

and sing and dance and cheer your hearts out.

lep orientation will also be fun (:

though i heard it's like an all girls batch ._.

oh wait. zhihao's joining. right.

recently im abit obsessed with diagrams.

and highlighters and coloured pens.

so my notes are uber colourful.

but somehow i learn better with the spammage of colours.

huh. what an early realization!

i don't wanna lose the momentum.

i don't wanna touch last year's stuff.

stupid block test one. hmph.

and idk why ms tsang STILL calls me chern-tzer ._.

so im supposed to give a 5 mins speech on my huayun piece.

omg. how the hell am i gonna do that?

like, im not accustomed to writing from a guy's pov. really.

rahh.

oh my article on OCIP nanjing is gonna appear in zaobao.

next wednesday i guess? haha.

OCIP peeps stay tuned yeahs!

2010-01-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

FT island's songs are darn nice.

hongki's voice is so different in After Love & Bing Bing Bing,

you find it kinda unbelievable.

they'll be in singapore this friday...

too bad i missed the ticket sales for their mini concert D:

my current playlist is full of korean songs. haha.

thanks twin (:

2010-01-24T20:58:00.005+08:00

200th post! :D

was watching renci with my family just now.

i was like EH OMG ISN'T THAT CHENGYONG! o.O

haha. his face kept appearing!

the performance quite zai yes (:

ate a lot of healthy yet wonderful meals these days.

mom's damn zai at cooking organic stuff :D

tastes even better than normal food gahh.

i wanna move out of boarding school leh!

hate going back every night! >(

oh yeah; class blog post is IMBA! :DD

i wanted to make an A.N.JELL blogskin.

but then. i realized i haven't finished my tutorials yet ._.

rahh.

at this rate i doubt i'll have time to change my blogskin.

been using it for idk, 1 year alr?

then got ppl say it's very lian i rmb.

it's not luh. it's nice (:

hope we have a lot of juniors in LEP this year,

then can SPAM our junior class with CLEPers! :D

ahahaha. &im looking forward to JTS already!

JUMPing with mayan and twin tmr :D

replying tags!

xc>> LOLOL u all like that also fun ah - -"

mayan>> ikr!!

xinying>> yep watched before! taekyung damn prettay omg.

TJ>> wth - -" okay. haha.

eliz>> haha yeah you all checked our names last yr right :D

going back to bs. again :/

2010-01-22T20:33:00.005+08:00

haha another GL day.

dk why some ppl just DON'T understand how irritating they are.

or maybe they do. they're just AA.

photosynthesis.

i drew some GL cartoons of excited chloroplasts.

i lent it to mayan & ms tsang saw it.

she laughed. omg.

twin kept scaring me today.

first poke my face using her highlighter,

then just randomly smacking my back D:

she's bored.

i JUMPED a lot of times.

oh and i realized yiwei is GL de! O:

this batch of juniors ah, tsktsktsk >(

brown red blue styled spiked curled all kinds of hair.

mr yeow dismissed us early just to scold them.

hope our junior class is decent!

twin helped emo put makeup today.

cos emo's the emcee for isyf dinner & dance.

it was freaking nice! purple glittery eyes wahh.

hua zhang bu kui shi hua zhang :D

jolynn and her group came over to college today! :D

we called a few kids and wrote letters to them ahaha.

nice jolynn provided phone, photos & paper (:

wrote sth wrongly when rushing to leave for dinner ._.

i think. aiyah who cares.

oh and our korean classmate takes CLL.

freaking cool right.

2010-01-21T17:50:00.007+08:00

someone's joining our class!

as verified by ms tsang. rahh.

used to be our senior. idk.

this week without emo is rather epic.

it's like one less person to dilute the GLness of twin.

then mayan decided not to talk today.

i think i should do that too for tmr.

... but then if twin's bored she'll start GL again.

hahaha.

EMO jiayou for tmr's dinner & dance kay!

emcee must put nice makeup! :D

shall go ur room and see tmr (:

recently a lot of irritating people around.

maybe they used to be less AA,

but lately it's gotten worse.

jeez. what an eyesore.

did you like fail to inform us or sth?

or are you just trying ur best to exclude us?

you can keep on pretending to be a nice girl.

yeah really, no one will realize cos we're all blockheads!

oh yeah, maybe you wanna start acting stupid for a change?

no one will realize that you're actually a flirt/sucker! wows.

anyway, today's GP lesson was very interesting as well.

wait. tmr got essay test is it?! O.o

2010-01-18T21:44:00.004+08:00

AVATAR IS AWESOME. PERIOD.

today was rather... epic? :D

gp lesson was fun,

learnt a lot of cheem new words & useful concepts.

structure structure structure.

hmph. i don't really like it.

isn't language all about thinking OUT of the box blahblah.

but then as long as the lesson is as interesting as today's,

i'm perfectly fine with it :D

math lecture was... sien.

the lecturer abit slowpaced.

so guys behind us started GL-ing and talking crap.

ba-dum ba-dum ba-dum.

math tutorial was... ahaha.

dozed off abit cos ytd nvr sleep,

felt abit guilty afterwards,

so i tried my best to do the maclaurin's class assg.

TURNED OUT THAT I GOT TALENT LEH.

i managed to do all the questions at one go!

shocked right haha. so proud of myself.

given that i actually lost my notes and din know what's happening.

bio lab was... GL!

the GL big & small circles on the bottom of our petridish...

*ruler wave*

the GL trick question on page 4...

*spastic claps*

the GL spamming of dots to represent colonies...

"nani?"

the GL girls' gathering that turned even more GL...

"非常地GL，啊。"

went etude house with mayan,

ran into EMOLYN along orchard road!! O.o

so damn fated right.

laggy mayan just realized about home. ahaha.

speaking of mayan... her fringe today very interesting!

LIKE THE NEYTIRI IN AVATAR.

esp when she says some short nonsense word.

can totally imagine her with blue skin & a tail manz.

birthdays coming up:: 0102/CHENYI 0502/YILING 0802/ME! :D

shall we shall we like celebrate together or something!

2010-01-17T16:51:00.006+08:00

orientation coming soon! :D

looking forward to war games.

oh and learning this batch's fac dance! (:

hopefully we'll get nice juniors in 10S72!

CNY coming soon.

which reminds me of twin's yiling's and my birthdays :D

replying tags... again!

TJ>> 哎呀你好你好，欢迎光临。i where got slack. watch some movies play abit of l4d only haha.

twinnn>> OMG I GOT PWNED ._. and RAWR you did!

xc>> erps i suppose there's nth wrong with that?

[edit] xc>> 你管我啊！-.-

writing my ocip report now.

can't really decide on the tone, the length.

it's such a meaningful trip.

all of us have grown and learnt a lot thru the trip.

how do you expect me to summarize it into 500 words?

it's too unfair.

but still, sigh. i'll try my best.

2010-01-16T14:41:00.008+08:00

my new gp tutor= my teacher mentor? o.O

ytd i realized a lot of clepers have read my essay.

the huayun one ._.

shld i say that i din even plan on submitting it for huayun.

but then aiyah. who cares if it seems like a guy wrote it.

i should totally write essays from a guy's POV man,

since i do it so well. right.

zijing's writing rocks btw.

and i got double digits for math test OMG IM IN SHOCK

watching avatar with twin & mayan tmr! (:

i've finally finished watching YB.

epi 14-16 sucks D:

janggeunsuk is cute, but hwangtaekyung isn't.

sigh this shall be my last drama for the year.

i want the OST though :D

promise. as ever. without words.

the cliques are now so much more defined.

everyone's realized it i guess. what happened?

replying tags!

RQ>> of course of course heh :D you all must come back at least once for our events kay!

wasabi>> well done. yeah i've been dreaming through the day. but when i blogged i was AWAKE kay :O

xuechen>> yeah i love some of his songs. not a crazy fan though (:

twinn>> why ur twin got double n one! haha omg i fell asleep at 8 yesterday night -.-

OMG WHYWHYWHY DID TWIN SHOW ME THE PIECE OF NEWS O.O